i hate this feeling

Ok, i need to update. Had a long long rest or rather Zzzzz over the weekends, the moment i open my eyes, yesterday (sun) is like 1730... gosh, 14hrs straight, it’s been such a long time that i can finally rest, and i really need that! I heart Sundays, where unless necessary i will try not to work. Yes, so is just nuaing, Zzzzzzzzzz and doing nothing on a very lazy Sunday yesterday.......... -_-

I love the peacefulness at night, I love the smell, i just adore every moment.... nevertheless, sad to say i hate the moment when i open my eyes the very first thing in the next morning (work day) cos i know tons of work stress, whatever nonsense is awaiting and is like they are welcoming u with their open arms, pui, I just hate that. How i wish the time will stop at midnight, where no one will disturb u, no smses, no phone rings, etc etc and u can just enjoy the TOTAL FREEDOM that is given to u at that point of time, surf net, watch DVDs, enjoying Music, simply doing nothing, relaxing, nuaing, and not to forget pak MJ! Now u guys know why i can sacrifice my Zzzzz time for that! Okok i know something is not right out there thus i am complaining in here.. Time have pass so fast that its already half a year gone, and what have i accomplish? Nothing in fact, yaks i hate the feeling i am feeling now...

Is not healthy,

and yes, i know......